![]() I have to try to prevent him from hurting himself which can be difficult. When he seizes, first he has convulsions, then he gets up and stumbles around the house, trying to open every door that he can find. My husband has seizures which resemble complex partial seizures although he hasn't actually been diagnosed as such yet, at least not by the present neurologist. Hell, I have a bachelor's and a master's degree, so I know my brain is in there somewhere. I just tell them I maybe dumb but I aint stupid. Its funny cause my recent horoscope says, "What you see, is what I think.". not much different than the real world, cause most people don't understand the way I think or look at the world. or I'll talk about something totally off topic or out there. I am always talking gibberish and do not make any sense. I'll add my dog is having CPs and she has so far only done automatisms (which is so pathetic it's wrenching my heart out).Įveryone who has encountered or been around me says my CPs. My daughter is also curious since her CPs scare her so much. So, I'm curious how others manifest their CPs. I don't always have those yet my epileptologist has said my wondering around looking for my mother and other purposeful looking things I've done - are CPs. I can't remember where I read this now but it said CPs are characterized by automatisms. When I'm wondering around looking for my deceased mother and the sz ends? I don't remember calling for her but I do end the sz feeling very sorrowful, often I start crying postictal. I'll remember these things for a short while after the CP ends, but then I forget it. My husband has many times heard me having a conversation but he only hears, of course, my part of it. Another thing I sometimes do, it feels like, is I'm slowly coming out of the CP and I'm living in both worlds - the CP world and the conscious world and on some level I know I'm "stuck" in a CP although my husband says that period of time isn't very long. ![]() She has a strong feeling the furniture she's sitting on is jumping up and down. One of my children has what I'd call hallucinations. In the past I've done other things walking around. Lately if I have one it's nocturnal, I get out of bed, wonder around the house (more like crashing around) calling for my deceased mother. That happens only if I'm already sitting down and awake. Sometimes I just do automatisms like rubbing my thighs and lip smacking (ick). It seems to me from talking to some others, my own experiences and my children's that there is a wide variety of how CPs manifest themselves. I've gotten very curious about how people manifest their CPs. ![]()
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